yesterday went to ching yee's party...quite fun but i feel tt though we hav been frenz for 2 yrs and sum 6 yrs...we are so not bonded =[[[,we hardly tok a single word to each other [ as in for e girls lar ....wif boys i can be myself-sing and play without a care]...tts y im alwaes more crazy on msn with girls,its ve diff to tok in reality even wif those tt i alwaes tok on msn =/not like other frenz who has very close frenz of other gender [ i seriously only mean frenz lor but i really dunhav 1 in cedar except for boys] siann....我会发着呆 然后忘记你们 接着紧紧闭上眼 though i dun wish to... i hav to say tt some had grown prettier like ching yee [ probably coz shes e bdae girl ] libing [ probably coz of her dress sense ] juliana [ probably coz very long nvr see her liao ]... some still e same lyk yiping mengjie limay but it means nth to me , we dun talk.....
now only hoping to hav very close frenz other den boys in dunman high[ i seriously mean only frenz ] maybe try going out wif cedar frenz someday...den it will be better =?
-depressed-
byebye